WHAT WE HAD (BegiNinGz of My Next Song BuiLt from toT@L TraGeDy $ ♥BREAK! 😭

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What We Had

What we had was everything.

What we had was the best'sT thinG.

What we had gave me Life!

You are & always have been My EVeRyThinG!

Now I have Nobody & Nothing

& I just want to hold you again

I don’t know why we don’t see eye to eye

But I know its so not fair

I’ve lost all I’ve lost my life

I’ve lost my will to survive

My story is meaningless when no one cares

&

I want is to with my guinea pigs ashes round my neck

But I cant even have that

Shes gone, like everyone & everything

Im not wanted, im not loved, the only one who loved me now loves another, he canot ensure my safety or respect, maby I was ever worthy of it in the first place, maybe I should have just learned my place and done as told,

Its too late for maybes

Theres nothing left

Im the 1 with sucker on my head

Im the 1 everyone hates

Im the 1 no one believes or likes

Or gets invited to anything (actually frankly t0ldn NOT wanted) to people, places and parties,

Im the 1 no 1 wants

The 1 who should have shut her mouth

The 1 who will die with regrets alone

I'm the 1 they will forget.

I'm the 1 with nothing Left

What we had was everything

i have nothing left

i cant forget

i want it back 

but theres nothing and no 1 left

no 1 to care

no 1 to hold

no 1 to laugh with 

no 1 to talk to

no 1 to tell about my day

no 1 to make me happy

no 1 to make the pain go away

i wish id said nothing 

because what we had 

was all i had